Sunday, December 30, 2012

Summary


Somehow, I am now some kind of empty...after long illness of my kids, that are slowly getting better, I just do not feel like doing anything more than being with them and then, when they sleep just sitting on my couch, knitting and watching some film. Not all of our problems are gone, we have a very important medical test in a few days and I am really worring about it...But it comes...the end of the year comes and it would be nice to make a small summary, wouldn't it. And then I have found this by Geshe and...here I am! With my little summary of the passing year.


Dear 2012,

your last days have come. I let you go with mixed feelings. But before all memories are fading within the soup of the last decades I want to seize the hour and spend it with you, dear 2012.

When I will think about you in ten years time, this is what will come to my mind first thing: 

This was the year when we left our old flat, nice flat actually, but the flat where we did not feel well. We have moved, and it was the best thing we could do! Sorry only, that we have not done it earlier...so much could be avoid then...

You did really well:

to help us get well.

I will be forever grateful for this:

My family is getting better, the things are getting better, I have hope that it is all gonna be better!

The month of August really was quite something. Because: thats when we started our new life!

You really exaggerated with:

All that sickness around Christmas, AGAIN!

That was definatly unnecessary:

Sickness in winter and illness in summer!

I will never forgive you:

Hmmm...I am not the one who remembers things like that.

I still wanted to let you know:

Thanks for the chance to make everything better.

Can you please talk to 2013 about:

Not changing anything, because it is just like it always should have been!


I am remaining with hopefullness and gratefullness,

yours Marta


Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Monday, December 24, 2012

the Day is coming...

I would love to wish you all the best. We are almost ready, in not a very good condition...but happy, happy to be together and with hope that is all going to be all right....One of us is sick, we do not know yet how sick...we hope...and pray...please pray for us too...
God bless You all!
Have a great time with your friends and families, be happy, and full of hope...










Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Yarn Along



~ Two of my favourite things are knitting and reading, and the evidence of this often shows up in my photographs.  I love seeing what other people are knitting and reading as well. So, what are you knitting or crocheting right now? What are you reading?  ~ joining Ginny from Small Things

Yes, I am still there, with the same knitting....only few more rows...but I am going to do it! one day, I am going to be ready, yes, I am! But not now...now is the other time, the other things...


Tuesday, December 18, 2012

hot & rot




Freundschaften

It is really amazing to meet people you have never seen actually and feel like you know them really well. Make friends without even knowing them...it is all possible, we have here our small/large community of bloggers and blogreaders and I have to say I am starting to feel like part of it, I like it...
Last week a card came...Christmas Card from my friend, my friend I have never met...thank you Gesche!


Friday, December 14, 2012

this moment (s)


{this moment} - A Friday ritual. A single photo - no words - capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember.



Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Yarn Along


~ Two of my favourite things are knitting and reading, and the evidence of this often shows up in my photographs.  I love seeing what other people are knitting and reading as well. So, what are you knitting or crocheting right now? What are you reading?  ~ joining Ginny from Small Things

Still the same knitting here...hopefully I am going to be ready with my February Lady Sweater some time next year...
I have started something easy too...something that need no thinking at all, no counting, no looking...I made this sweater for my daughter earlier this year, but...it is already too short, the sleeves are long, so I would love to make it longer (and I have quite much yarn). So I am knitting a piece that I am going to sew on to the bottom. 

And here you can see some new yarn that came this week...




Tuesday, December 11, 2012