truth

I am not able to write here as oft as I would like to. I have not been doing it in the last moths...the truth is: I have no time, or I have no power. I work now. I have started to work again, my both kids are now in kindergarten and I had to do something too. It was not easy for me, I had to make many difficult decisions, I had to change my plans many times, I had to sacrifice some dreams and...now it was not easy...

but here I am, in my job, as a teacher...something I never wanted to do actually, but...it seems to be my way, because I like it, I really do. It is really difficult, because I never did it before and I studied in another country and I have no expierience and I....but I have great people around me, they are so nice, so helpful, so...I feel blessed! I like what I do...

Slowly we all are getting used to our new situation....slowly...but we need time, I need time....and in this moment I do not need my virtual world so much...I need my life here, I need to be strong for my days here, in my real world. There are so many new things I have to learn, so many new people, it is nice, but...so difficult sometimes and I feel tired very oft. I have not enough time to make photos because I have to live that few moments I have with my family, I have to taste them with all my sinns...and I do it, I really do...and I am happy...really, really happy!

GESCHEnk

In unser Gemeinschaft begrüßen wir alle neu geborene Babies mit einem Chor Besuch. Dazu mache ich einen Engel das das Kind begleiten soll. Leider kann ich meine liebe Blog-Freundin nicht persönlich besuchen, also....

something really important

I have just written my post about not forgeting last week when I realised....I DID forgot the last year! I DID forgot that it was for a few days (a year and few days) that I started to write my blog! It is over a year now. It is quite a lot of time, many posts, many thoughts, many doubts and hopes. It is almost every day when I think I should quit - because there is nobody who reads what I write, but....Am I really doing it for anybody out there???? IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE???? I know you are there and I know that I need You, it feels so good to be here and I can be here whenever I want and only when I want it. It is all my decision, there is no term, no deadlines. I am a boss, it is my space, my world, I can do with it what I want. And for now....I want to stay, I want to exist here, I want to create this little world of mine here. And it makes me really happy to welcome you here! Feel comfortable to join me in my crazy little world. I love you, I love my world, I love my life....I feel good, so good to be alive!

Freundschaften

It is really amazing to meet people you have never seen actually and feel like you know them really well. Make friends without even knowing them...it is all possible, we have here our small/large community of bloggers and blogreaders and I have to say I am starting to feel like part of it, I like it...

Last week a card came...Christmas Card from my friend, my friend I have never met...thank you Gesche!